Vikramaditya Motwane talks about making a very un-filmi film his Cannes-felicitated UdaanThere comes a breaking-free moment in everyones life. Its a moment when a boy becomes a man,when he trades his roots for his wings. The shackles of the past are done away with and the boy/man takes a flight to his future. There are no guarantees of a happy landing. He is just happy to have the courage to start afresh.This is the journey of Rohan,the 17-year-old,dreamy-eyed protagonist of director Vikramaditya Motwanes Cannes-felicitated debut,Udaan. Expelled from his boarding school in Shimla,Rohan is shunted to his hometown Jamshedpur,to a tyrannical father whom he hasnt seen for the last eight years and a younger step-brother whose existence he was unaware of. Udaan is Rohans heartbreaking yet triumphant coming-of-age. The movies theme resonates with its maker. It has taken Motwane 10 years to make his debut. A former assistant to Sanjay Leela Bhansali on Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam and Black,Motwane relentlessly shopped around for a producer only to come across the villainous commercial barricade. I was asked why there was no love angle in the film. I was asked to take a star in the film. Why dont you take Shahid Kapoor in the boys role and Ajay Devgn in the fathers role was a constant refrain, he says. But my film needed a 17-year-old boy and if I had taken a star to play the father then it would have taken away from Rohans story, he says. Things started to look up when writer-director Anurag Kashyap came on the scene. Motwane had collaborated with Kashyap on Deepa Mehtas Water. Motwane went to Kashyap to get his opinion on the script and came back with a producer. Anurag got very emotional while reading it and promised to produce it, reminisces the 33-year-old. Kashyap came good on his promise after the cult success of Dev.D. We catch up with Motwane over a cuppa on a rainy afternoon in suburban Bandra. He willingly obliges our photographer with director poses without much coaching. Ive got used to this drill, he jokes. Since his film was selected for Un Certain Regard at the Cannes Festival this year,photo ops like these have become the norm for the Mumbai boy. He doesnt remember much of the Cannes whirlwind except the board outside the screening room. My name was up there with the likes of Jean-Luc Godard,Woody Allen,Ridley Scott and Alejandro Iñárritu. That is one abiding memory, he says. For all the Cannes glory,Motwane is quick to point out that Udaan is not just a festival film. The intention of making Udaan was to tell a genuine coming-of-age story for the Indian market. Ive grown up on Indian films made by guys like Manmohan Desai,Prakash Mehra,Vijay Anand,Bimal Roy and Rajkumar Hirani. My audience is someone like me, he says. Motwane shot Udaan in 42 days. He chose to set it in Jamshedpur on filmmaker Imtiaz Alis suggestion. In many ways,the stark landscape of the steel city represents Rohans vaguely neurotic and violent father,essayed by TV star Ronit Roy. As Rohan begins to discover his hometown and his father,we too start to figure him out.Motwane keeps his storytelling simple. The films misty grey palette underscores Rohans unfulfilled dream of becoming a poet even as his father forces him to work in the factory. The dialogue sounds real and hits home. There is an economy of lines with not a single extra word. Motwane has treated silence as almost a character in the film. Its eeriness speaks volumes about the dysfunctionality of this family. Motwanes deft handling of characterisations is a treat to watch. Roys antagonism is never explained by way of a back story. He is who he is and Rohan and the viewers have to deal with him. This is contrasted with Ram Kapoors sympathetic chachu act. Like Rohan,he too is a dreamer but lacks his nephews courage to break away. As Rohan,newbie Rajat Barmecha brings sincerity and freshness to his role. But the scene stealer is little Aayan Boradia who plays Rohans stepbrother,Arjun. The six-year-old is a natural heartbreaker and makes an impact unlike any child actor in recent memory. It is to Motwanes credit that he extracted such a fine performance from the kid. Everybody regaled me with horror stories of child actors. Aayan defied all of them. Hes fantastic and very sharp. The only brief I gave him was to say his lines normally and to not mug them. Hes a natural, he says. Motwane has packed Udaan with many autobiographical moments. The scene where Roy goads Barmecha to light up a cigarette is from Motwanes life. My dad offered me a cigarette when he came to know that I smoked. Of course,he was quite cool about it whereas in the film I gave the scene an angry texture. There are more personal references like these: the boarding school bonhomie between Rohan and his friends is inspired by Motwanes fathers salad days. It is the unfilmi-ness about the scenes that sticks to the mind. Udaan is a confident debut both technically and emotionally. Motwane attributes his technical finesse to Bhansali. Working with him is as good as going to a film school. Sanjay is very demanding of everyone who works with him and justifiably so because he puts in that much himself. From him,I learnt the importance of detailing and preparation, he says. Kashyaps influence was more emotional. Hes so fearless. Anurag is all about courage. He says,So what if you fall down,get up and do it again, says Motwane. Hell be following Kashyaps advice as he plans his next outing. Hes tempted to revive the Amitabh Bachchan project that he co-wrote with Bhavani Iyer. Maybe Ill do that film or maybe Ill write a fresh subject. I dont know. After the release of Udaan,Ill know. Ive waited so long for this,I want to see this through first, he says.